Into the beautiful world

Cant express my happiness when I see myself living this life in a surprisingly cheerful way. All the way from India here I am in Malayisa celebrating my 22nd birthday. Never thought I'll go out of India, let alone the thought of celecrating b'day. But still some unseen dreams have come true and i m living them. Away from the family but never felt so close to them. The freinds who irritated me back home, get a smile on my face when i think of them. 
                    All those years when I had parties on this day, i thought i'll be missing them but to my surprise i never felt so satisfied before. For last 22 years every day i was thinking what will i be, what would i do, will i be able to achieve something or like countless, aimless people i'll spend my life without doing anything, without any "lakshya"? But, now i know, i have journey to make, i have a destination to reach. Within ten years i'll be a chief on a ship. Making my way to countless destinations through the most calm and the most devastating thing "water". But its exciting, exciting coz i'll be going to countless destination, meeting countless people, earning "countless" money, but most importantly i'll see my self "working".            

Miss my dear ones "angels"

Cant stop thinking of my days in "heaven" when i see my self lost in this "hell". Miss the lovely "angels" of that place when i c myself surrounded by the devils here. I know i cannot get back that time but still the optimist in me believes that someday i will find the people that matter the most in my life who are my angels and will get me out of this hell. I can feel that it is not too far when i'll be set free and i will smile again from my heart and my eyes will have that glim back and shine like a star.